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Consequences Luke scoweled into his glass, trying to forget what he'd been through in the last two days. His actions had saved lives, and yet he'd been charged with insubordination and suspended from active service with the army for two years. "If I were you, Sir Luke," He'd been told when he protested the verdict, "I would simply be glad that the knighthood protects me from being completely discharged." A voice broke through the din of the tavern as a full mug was set down next to his empty one. "Have one on me." Luke glanced up just as Baron Hughes dropped into the seat across from him. "When a man saves my life, it's my policy to buy him

It wasn't supposed to be like this. Noone ever intends for these kinds of things to happen, they just do. I think I might have been normal once, but the memories have all but faded completely, like a story someone told you a long time ago when you were only half listening. Whatever I once was, I suppose all that matters now is who I am. I won't deny that I am a monster, that for months and even years since all this started I thought nothing of what I'd done, but when I was finally faced with myself I tried to overcome that. It didn't work. I was, and am, ashamed of what I have done and what I continue to do, but I cannot stop. It is as essen